At the Office

I might have laughed too loudly. Smiled too broadly.

I nearly got too close. I nearly fainted in the light.

It would have made all the difference. Believe me, I almost
Would have made a difference, had I not nearly drowned

So publicly. Believe me, I nearly died from the smiling

And laughter inside. Believe me, I nearly had something

Almost going there. Before I pushed it. Pushed on it. 

I nearly pushed too believe-in-something-ishly. I nearly
Died almost. It was life-changing; nearly, almost.